As far as you know, I am Jackie, more commonly known as Lassie. This blog is dedicated to the interests of an 19 year old girl with ADD-- it shows in the posts. And hopefully I'll be finding better things soon since I just realized that all tumblr posts (for the most part) have tags.
Also, had a one-time stint as grownupgardengnostic and that chapter is done, but it's better just being me. And it's awesome. Deal w/it
Long time no contact.
This may sound like a bad cliche but I’ve taken some time out of my life on the computer to live in the real world. That hadn’t worked too well; however, it has gotten me to figure out who a few of my real friends from high school have been. And after getting into a bit of a scary scuffle with my big brother (Think “War is Peace. Freedom is Slavery. Ignorance is Strength. All Hail Big Brother” kind of brother, the kind who’s watching you), I’m on some new medications that should help me out a lot.
Bottom line, I’ve kept a low profile online and (if you can believe it) a lower one in the real world since I’ve still had my stomach problems, but I’m now on a road to getting my anxiety taken care of. With any luck my family doctor says I should be a totally different person in a few months than what you guys have seen: I’ll be myself again, sans the effect Jade’s had on me or anyone else recently, for the better.
That being said, hello! How is everyone? :) I’ve missed you!
For those curious…
I have my first dentist’s appointment today. Well, the first in a few years. Maybe a decade. I’m kinda scared since my teeth aren’t the best and I haven’t taken care of them the best either… it’s gonna be a scary day for me.
Least it’s not as bad as yesterday. Dad had threatened to kick me out over a stupid thing, but that’s been fixed. And I go back to the doctor in a couple days too, now that I can confirm/deny that my teeth are an issue. There’s now suspicion I’ve had a huge infection in one of my wisdom ones. Thanks to the fact that I’ve already got one impacted, it’s only for the best I just finally freaking go and verify things with one doc before going to another.
In the meantime, I sleep and eat and puke as my body sees fit =_=; So good morning to all, and hiya.
good morning to the world!
I am discovering new musics and old musics and I am in love with some incredible tunes. This is a good day.
So. Guess who’s gotta have surgery!? :D
Stupid freaking impacted wisdom tooth… at least I’m over my fear of the computer again. And I have a weird new typing style. I am totally not used to my poor Hugo anymore, I think the baby missed me.
(For those not in the know, yes, Hugo is my computer’s name.)
Also I don’t think I’m a homestuck anymore. Kinda just fell out. Whoops.
long story short my health has been on a pretty steady decline. went to the doctor on tuesday and somehow that’s made things worse. sorry if that thing on saturday scared anyone
somebody shoot me.
i can’t handle it anymore. i can’t handle any of it. this is just like two years ago except worse because i’ve gotta grow u[ and i just dont wanna go through with any of tghis anymore
i hurt
im sick of crying and i cant do it anymore and i cant ask for he;lp and i just want everything tpo end and i dont know what to do.
im scared and hungry and i want to throw up and curl into a ball and just make everythiung stop like a freeze ray and i dont want to live.
i dont want to live like this anyway but im not sure if i can and it s scaring me and im falling aart and i hate myse;f and i dont know
VOTE FOR ME, PLEASE
Honestly, I never thought I’d have to do the whole tumblr bomb/signal boost thing, but here I am, asking everyone who sees this to please help me out.
Starting next school year, I’ll be heading to college and I need at least another $8,000 to be able to go. I’ve been filling out application after application for scholarships and for this one, I need as many votes as possible.
Just go here and click “vote for this essay!” It’s really that simple and it would be hugely appreciated.
I only have one week to get as many votes as I can, so please help a bro out!
PLEEEEASE HELP MY AMAZING BABBY ALEXA!! It takes only a few seconds to go click the button on the bottom of the page and this could really help her out, and reblogging this would also be super great! Thank you my lovelies u3u~ SMOOCHIES
Takes 2 seconds, really. Do it, loves.
The essay’s really well written too!
Yay! I’m awake and it’s a good morning.
To explain why I’d been stressed out last night, I’d been talking with my boyfriend about the future and it kind of struck me at a bad time due to a bunch of stuff, but it wasn’t anything super major. There was just one phrase used at the start of the conversation that scared the ever loving piss out of me is all.
Today I have a date with my dude, so that should be good. You know, if the rain either (A) Stops, or (B) loses its friends thunder and lightning. Who else is with me on the fact that kissing in the rain is drop dead romantic?
